You are asking for the opinion of this forum and if you read back you will see that pretty much everyone is in agreement with certain things you seem to dismiss. You can’t get any further support here and any further posts will only try to make fun of your situation. You seem troubled and the actual reality seems to contradict your own personal reality. It might be worth seeing a psychologist and trying CBT if you want to explore your thoughts and perceptions further in a meaningful way. Ultimately, if you think you have figured everything out and your only issue in life is acceptance, I can only suggest you trying mindfulness meditation and seeing what happens.
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